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Johnny went to frosted flake To go for a walk in the frozen wood He bumped into a mushroom That sold his body for some warm food "Eat me my friend, you'll be the leader of the band" Johnny's hand reached out Luckily there was mr doubt Mr doubt the old man was the surveyor Of frosted flake wood He tried to sell hesitation wherever he could "Buy some doubt" Feel free he yelled loud "Friends it won't hurt" Luckily there was big bird For god's sake run away Or it won't be your lucky day Leave this forest behind This ain't a place for human kind kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky and I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see but I watched it way too long it was pulling me down shut up so what what does it matter now I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground and everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid I used to be somebody I used to have something inside now just this hole that's open wide I used to want it all I used to be somebody I'll cross my heart I'll hope to die but the needle's already in my eye and all the world's weight is on my back and I don't even know why what I used to think was me is just a fading memory I looked him right in the eye and said goodbye My friend is losing her mind, for a fear of going insane, because no matter how down she is, there's still room below. Her is no tragedy, just a life characterized by gross misinterpretations, unbending images of self and pure, uncut anger. It never allows her to hang loose, or be without pain for one second. She is so aware of herself that the absurdity of it all is killing her. And getting out of bed in the morning is like slow suicide, because she knows just what's going down. Sometimes, I think you will have to kill someone just to maintain his mental balance. And as repulsive as it sounds, I will be able to justify his actions logically, fallibly, and with very little imagination. Her life is beyond reason, the very nature of her being is so insane that I almost give up, searching for ways and meanings to comfort her, to keep her around until tomorrow. And if I thought that there was true peace in the grave, I would kill her. But fortunately for those who are miserable, and unfortunately for her, I do not believe that death will even things out. Unbeknownst to her, she is every friend that I have. She is the mirror, reflection of me, and I love myself. A little fairy pricked just tonight, she said, "one wish is granted for the girl who hates the world." So I gave her all my money in a jar of broken dreams, I gave her all my screams. So rest assured you little pigs. All little piggies go to heaven. .. a billion words ago the sailors disappeared a story for the children to rock them back to sleep a million burning books like torches in our hands a fabric of ideals to decorate our homes a thousand generations the soil on which we walk a mountain of mistakes for us to climb for pleasure a hundred clocks are ticking the line becomes a circle spin the wheel of fortune or learn to navigate a choir full of longing will call our ships to port the countless lonely voices like whispers in the dark a second of reflection can take you to the moon the slightest hesitation can bring you down in flames a single spark of passion can change a man forever a moment in a lifetime is all it takes to break him a fraction of a heartbeat made us what we are a brother and a sister for better or for worse a billion words ago they sang a song of leaving an echo from the chorus will call them back again a choir full of longing tonight we light the fires we call our ships to port tonight we walk on water and tomorrow we'll be gone i see strange face in the mirror i hold little nothing in my hand i had a place on the sun and a ticket to neverwhere i had everything within my reach too much but never enough tear it up and watch it fall And it reminded me of something in a book by Don DeLillo about how terrorists are the only true artists left, because they're the only ones who are still capable of really surprising people There was a devout nun in the XVth century, who decided to make a pilgrimage to Jerusalem. But she belonged to an order that wore bags over their heads. And the mother superior told the nun that if she walked through the countryside with a bag on her head, she would scare people. But the nun insisted, so the mother superior allowed to her to walk around and around the cloister, every day for three years until she covered the equivalent distance to the Holy City. At the end of her journey the nun was so exhausted that she collapsed. A doctor was called. After examining her he announced that she was too weak to make the return trip. The nun died shortly after. There are forces in the air Ghosts in the wind Some bullets in the back And some scars on the skin There were demons with guns Who marched through this place Killing everything that breathed They're an inhuman race There are holes in the walls Bloody hair on the bricks And the smell of this hell Is making me sick |